~ So i'm really enjoying doing my quite times in the morning it makes me day that much better. I feel happier and more ready to take on the world with a positive outlook.
~ I was hanging out with Paul, Kat, Brandon and Ian A. last night and came to the realization(which i have come to many times before) that I'm glad me and Chris aren't together anymore. If I was still with him i wouldn't have been there last night. I wouldn't have some amazing friends or amazing times working at castle. I would be to busy wanting to spend my time with him. Brandon and I are reading this book called "He's not that into you" and it had a whole section last night about alcoholics and drug users. And I know that he loved his drugs and alcohol more than me if it came down to it he would have chosen those things over me which is sad. I know that I deserve better. I deserve a man that will love me more than anything else(except God) and wont be verbally abusive when he is drinking. And this amazing man will find me its just a matter of time of when it happens and when God wants it to happen. I just have to have faith that it will happen.
About Me
- Broken Angel
- My name is Rachel.im 21. i like reading.writting. music.photagraphy.. I'm not the prettiest girl you will ever meet. but that doesnt mean im ugly. im happy with my live right now. i have a strong faith in God and Jesus Christ. And im trying to build a stronger relationship with him. I wandered away and want to get closer again. And no im not mormon. Just because i live in Utah doesnt mean im mormon. Im not punk.Goth.Emo.Preppy.Scene. im just me. and if you dont like it then deal with it. im not going to change for you. Im happy most days. Im not prejudice against anyone. immature people bother me. i may sound like a bitch from this but im not. im really kind. sweet. honest.caring. and empathetic. i just have pet peeves like anyone else. want to know more? ask me.
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